brilliant. a big bear when it comes to sleeping and eating. slacking in school. jamming out to anything and everything. the girl smoking a cigarette alone. always waiting. in love with someone who doesn’t deserve me. singing every lyric to every song. scrounging for change to fulfill a nicotine fit. easily replaced. talking unbelievably loud for no reason. crying about something stupid. always trying to please everyone else. cooking up some weird concoction with my best friends. trapped in some cyber-world involving Farming, or restaurants, or aquariums. daydreaming as much as i can. addicted to love. snuggling up to myself. April.