Acceptance. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters.Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse.Ok Go. Panic! At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. Drake. The Fray. The Wreckers. Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ John. Three 6 Mafia.Nelly. Young Joc.T.I. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything. Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Nirvana.Smashing Pumpkins. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate.Maroon 5.Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes.Prince.Mika.Crystal Castles.Britney Spears. Spice Girls. The Gossip. Lady GaGa. The Moldy Peaches. Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Vampire Weekend. Yeah Yeah Yeahs.My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. Cobra Starship.The Cure. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls.Katy Perry. Kid Cudi. Honor Society.
i know that that’s what everyone’s been telling me for months, and ive known it was true. but now i feel it. i feel it in my heart that i am too good for him. he wasn’t any good for me. he hurt me, he rejected me, he made the corners of my soul cave in. he made me happy for such a short time, and even then it was full of ups and downs. and i deserve better than that. i deserve a boy that loves me, that truly knows me fully and completely and is in love with every bit of me. i deserve a guy that always wants to be with me and will do anything for me. i deserve a man who makes me happy.
and i believe he exists. i believe now that someday, i will find my perfect match. i haven’t been optimistic in months. i’ve spent so much time alone, dwelling on him, on the one that broke my heart. and i haven’t been able to see that this isn’t the end. i’m young, i have the rest of my life ahead of me. one day, i will find that person and we will fall crazily and madly in love. he exists. and it’s okay if i don’t find him anytime soon. i’m not going to go out there and search for him. because you know what? i do believe in soulmates. i believe that everyone has someone made just for them. and today, today i felt that hope inside of me. that i will find my soulmate. and that this guy, this stupid guy that broke me is not him. so why am i wasting my life crying over him? from now on, i’m just going to let go. i know i won’t completely get over him right away, but i’m not going to spend any more time sitting at home when i could be living my life. i’m letting go of him because i don’t need him.
i’m going to live. i’m going to have a love for life. and i’m going to be happy.
1. I’d Rather Be With You - Joshua Radin 2. So Nice, So Smart - Kimya Dawson 3. I Want You - Kings Of Leon 4. Galaxy Of The Lost - Lightspeed Champion 5. No One’s Gonna Love You - Band Of Horses 6. 1234 - Feist 7. I’m Yours - Jason Mraz 8. Such Great Heights - Postal Service 9. Sleepy Tigers - Her Space Holiday 10. Inches And Falling - The Format 11. You Had Me At Hello - A Day To Remember 12. Jump Then Fall - Taylor Swift
1. I once peed on my foot when I was drunk. 2. MML’s is where it’s at. 3. I saw Lady Gaga on January 3rd, 2010. Great way to start the new year, little monsters! 4. Throwing my phone is the worst habit I have gotten too used to doing. 5. I just finished Dear John by Nicholas Sparks. One of the best books I’ve ever read. 6. Brand New is one of my top favorite bands. 7. I hate how round my face is. :| 8. Guilty Pleasure = Reality TV 9. I’m in desperate need for a companion, always. 10. Nathan Smith is my best friend, even if it’s not ‘allowed’ or frowned upon.